Down the rabbit hole audiobook youtubeThe shocking, never-before-told story of the bizarre world inside the legendary Playboy Mansion - and finally the secret truth about the man who holds the key - from one of the few people who truly knows: Hef's former number-one girlfriend and star of The Girls Next Door. But like Alice's journey into Wonderland, after Holly plunged down the rabbit hole, what seemed like a fairy tale life inside the Playboy Mansion - including A-list celebrity parties and her own number-one-rated television show for four years - quickly devolved into an oppressive routine of strict rules, manipulation, and battles with ambitious, backstabbing bunnies. Life inside the notorious mansion wasn't a dream at all - and quickly became her nightmare. After losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub, contemplating suicide. In this shockingly candid and surprisingly moving memoir, this thoughtful and introspective woman opens up about life inside the mansion, the drugs, the sex, the abuse, the infamous parties, and her real behind-the-scenes life with Bridget, Kendra, and, of course, Mr. Playboy himself. With great courage Holly shares the details of her subsequent troubled relationship, landing her own successful television series, and the hard work of healing, including her turn on Dancing with the Stars.
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Original Title. It was so bad that Holly started to stutter. Holly also talks about the shitty situations some people can be in that make them think they cannot get out of their personal hell! This is her focus, fame.Was Hef a sleazebucket. He made a shit ton of money sexually objectifying women. From iconic film roles to high-profile relationships, Moore has never been far from the spotlight - or holr headlines. I did find this a fascinating look behind-the-scenes of what really happens inside the mansion.
I could have been fine with that, but she wasn't nothing like I thought from the show and that is just sad. You are the biggest running joke around here? Language Availability  First edition. The Girl with the Lower Back Tattoo.
Really great …more Absolutely. Get A Copy. She tries for an English accent for the quotes from Alice in Wonderland and bless her heart for trying. He made a shit ton of money teh objectifying women.
After losing her identity, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suici. As someone who used to enjoy sites like Perez Hilton not quite so much any more - this book held quite a level hope appeal to me? Not every gorgeous Blonde is a good diggar. I contradict myself.
I have not seen the tv show which I thought would be a plus and it would all be new to me but actually it all was rather hollh and one-note from beginning to While I love her determination and honesty I was slightly bothered by her cruel honesty about so many who came through her life. She has somehow combined superiority with a victim mentality. It was also obvious that she was disgusted with herself and the other girls for sleeping with a dirty old man for what they could get.
I can't even say that I'm surprised by how much people idolize a man who is little more than his own creation and ego. Its not high literature. Holly was really easy to listen to as a narrator. I see this at work.Surprisingly great I chose this book for something 'lighter' to listen to. Bridget and I were so square we wouldn't even have known how to get drugs. If you're Holly Madison They were using him for what they could get and didn't care at all about him personally.
Nope she had a kind of Stockholm syndrome and truly believed she loved Hugh. Hoopla Unabridged. They made me feel like they had my back The contribution is seamless; it sounds like Madison's voice and experiences and not a heavy-handed addition.
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The real fascination of this memoir is watching Madison explore how she was brainwashed and virtually imprisoned, but found that Hollywood wasn't always as kind in return. She treats this as if it was the ONLY solution to her problem and that she would have been homeless otherwise. After losing her identity, and how she went about the process of slowly undoing the damage she incurred hholly the Playboy mansion - a process that is still ongoing, audioboo her hope for the futu. She worked her way up in Hollywood with stars in her eyes and a kind heart.
Actually this is a point she belabours at length. Published Reviews. This book is for anyone who has ever wondered what it's really like ravbit the world of Playboy. As some rabbit who is currently learning about the law of attraction it resonated with me that even though the journey took her on an interesting path in the end she attracted her dream even down to wearing the Marilyn Munroe dresses she use to dress her dolls in as a young girl!!.I'm thinking no. She pushes herself into his life. I don't know her personally, but you don't really dosn to know someone well to deduce that they at some point in their life did things they weren't proud of. Jun 27, memoir.
More Details But Madison didn't forget, and she's at her best when her writing is full of righteous fury and frustration at Hugh Hefner, but she is the only person who matters in her world. Everything Holly Gabbit says is clouded from her own perspective, but it's pure fun looking behind the hedges at a strange world we will never enter. Takes one to know one sweetheart :- I don't know if Holly fits the DSM-IV definition of a narcissist.